THEINVISIBLEWALL

2010-08-25T22:17:00.001+08:00

FUFUFUFUFUFUF~~~

New blog LAYOUTTT!!!

Thanks to ATIKA yayyyyyy

I will be looking forward to blog more this time D:

Please take care of me <<-- ciplak-ed from KPOP sub kthx..

Two Happiest Days In My Entire 16 Years Of Life.

2009-12-14T19:20:00.005+08:00

I Missed

I Misssed The Way It Felt When My Hand Was Against Yours,

The Touch of Your Skin,

Mine and Yours,

When Your Skin Was Against Mine,

I Felt What I've Never Felt,

I Felt Like A True Winner,

A Winner That Stands Up Above All The Losers,

Losers Who Failed To Win Your Heart,

I'm Sorry I Cant Be There When You Part,

But I Admit That When You Part,

I Felt Sudden Loneliness In My Heart,

I Missed The Hugs, Kisses and Even The Touch Of Your Butt,

I Don't Know Why It Rhymes,

Maybe Cause I Was Feeling Your Charm,

Cause When I Write This,

My Hands Were Shaking,

Since I'm Waiting,

Waiting For You to Be Back Home,

Though It is 300 kilometres away or maybe more,

But it's closer than when you're near but I cant be where you are.

I admit that I will miss those times,

I Don't Know Should I Say This,

But I Miss The Taste Of Your Tongue

Since I Miss You So Much,

I Take A Look At Your Picture,

And I Knew It,

That I'm Lucky To Have You,

I Missed Your Smile,

It Kept My Heart Warm,

I Felt So Comfortable With You That I Didn't Realise,

That Time Passed By Us,

I Felt Like It Was 1 Hour Ago,

That I Wake Up at 13th December and I'm Ready To Go,

But No,

You're on Your Way Home,

Since Yesterday Night

I Felt Sadness Troughout My World,

Till I Forgot About Your Cafeworld,

Forgive Me For That,

It's Not Everyday That I Experienced This,

Though I never Really Say This,

But You'll Be Dearly Missed,

Thank You For Those Sweet Times,

Those Unforgettable Moments That Brings Tears to Eyes,

And Wondering,

How Fast or Slow will Time Pass,

Till I Meet You Again,

Maybe Sentosa Beach in Singapore,

Where We'll Be Playing With The Sand,

Looking at Each Other's Eyes,

Exchanging Love Words,

Just Like Husband and Wife,

Or Bonnie and Clyde,

Even Romeo and Juliet Can't Beat Us,

Cause We're Special In Our Own Way,

Remember Me As Your Man,

Cause I'm Going To Poke Your Bellybutton Again,

When I Meet You Next Year,

Till Then,

Thank You For The Best Time Ever.

I Love You,

Ich Liebe Dich,

Ai Shite Iru.

Nameless, Liberty, Six, Guns..

2009-06-21T17:46:00.003+08:00

Konichiwa, Aizat-desu here

So I've watched Nameless Liberty Six Guns, the whole 3 hours concert
Wow, I've never enjoyed watching a concert like the GazettE's.
The whole part one I was headbanging like hell
After the 1st encore, they start playing songs from their older album, Disorder.
Which is a totally heavy-rock songs..
I've headbanged the most when it's Discharge. :)
After that is their 2nd encore..
After their 2nd encore, Ride With The Rockers time..
Starting with Kai's magnificent drum solo.
Followed by Reita with the bass afterwards
Then comes Aoi and Uruha with their guitar.
They stunned me :)
And then, they play some songs from NIL
Social Riot Machine, Cassis etc.
And then their 3rd and final encore.
Ruki talked abt the tour after the encore.
Then they play Kare Uta.
An emotional song I guess.
Then Ruki continued his speech.
Before their last song Miseinen.
From what I saw, Kai started crying before the song even starts.
I was feeling emotional too.
The 3 hour journey with them almost ended already :S
Then Ruki started to struggle talking..
Ahh, when Ruki started saying 'Last Song!'
I was like 'Haiz..'
Then they played Miseinen.
Ruki had to lose some lines for him to cry.
Ahh, and after the song.
They cried altogether.
Here's a top 5 on who cried the most.
1.Reita (I was surprised)
2.Uruha (he looked sad all over)
3. Aoi (surprised)
4. Kai (he's the band leader)
5. Ruki (he had to talk)
Well, I've never felt so much love poured by a band to their fans.
But GazettE's seems pure.
And I felt really close with them for once.
And I felt terribly sad when the piano version of Miseinen starts.
Thank You The GazettE for pulling a heck of a show.
:)

Ruki: No matter how much I said this, it's never enough, I Love You
<3>

I'm Scared... LOL

2009-06-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

Supz, as you can see I'm lazy to even change the font colour cause I was so scared!
>:(

Eh, I want to talk abt last night, teh bezt nightz evarrrrrr!
First, we were fighting, of course, you don't have to know what and why...
Lalalas
And after thatz, we both feel bad (and i feel idiotic cause erm..)
And we said sorreh!
Sorreh dear ;(

Then apter thatz..
We play the what if game..
I made that game...
Ehem.
So yea, had fun playing the game
OKAY OKAY SHE MADE IT! :(
Had laughters and eberyting xD
And then, we laughed at random things
And my OI! seems funny to her.
Okay it's ridiculous
Okay I'm embarrased already :(
Hee, it was a wonderful, wonderful night..
Okay dawn.. -.-

And then we decided to sleep at 4.00am
Which delayed delayed delayed till
4.30am
Yay!
We slept..
She dreamt about me
But she can't remember it..
Hmph!!
Kay, the enjoyement of that night you conferm cant feel one..
Cause it's a utmost beautiful feeling can ever be felt ;D
Kay I got bad with words too dear...

I Love You Baby, it's a strong word
Not just word, it's a strong feeling I have for you
:)

Teeedeedeedeedeeedeedee A Wim Bam Bam Bawayyyyyyyy
Awim bawe Awim bawe Awim bawe
xD

No Happy Ending..

2009-06-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hey...
Was listening to Mika - Happy Ending.
Loving the lyrics.
:)

I'm just deeply hurt now..
I did smth and it's wrong, when I do the other it's wrong too..
Yeah, whatever I do is wrong.
Whatever they do is right..

It doesn't matter what I feel.
It matters the most how they feel.
So right now, I'm not goin to fight for what's right
Just goin to surrender the war.
You guys won over me.
I'm just goin to keep all the pain inside me.
I'm living my life for you guys
Living my life for everyone
Not myself..

This Is The Hardest Story,
That I've Ever Told,
No Hope No Love No Glory,
Happy Ending's Gone Forever More.

Baretta - The GazettE

2009-05-29T21:47:00.001+08:00

Well, GazettE always have something to do with my life
Well, here's a song that I've heard 1 hour ago

The GazettE - Baretta

"The sunflowers which get wet in the rain are wishing for the next two persons

like to watch over ... the coming day on which they bloom with a gentle face is waiting"

You are looking in the the puddles and you're floating in them even now I feel myself beside you

but while passing you, the hand which scolded you hurts even now

you showed me the silence which goes along with you

It cannot be called happiness, because the revolving lantern [kaleidoscope] will surely not made to forget the stillness of that day

if you get close to this voice which is heard you're just completely confused of the desire

Melting little by little, you remember that day which I wished could be reflected again

I wished that you don't go

The rain and the goodbye at the end of this May are the same as they were that day

and they wet and shake the the second time of a reunion

and then everything becomes a dream and probably laughs at me

I feel the touching fingertips the sorrows of tomorrow don't become words

only the thing that is more in my heart as to embrace each other is that the truth of us both is what’s vanishing

only a little was this everyday like a dream calmly passed your last words by

I wished that you won't forget me

The sky after the rain at the beginning of this June is the same as it was that day

the second separation was informed by the sun

and then everything became a dream and laughed at me it was a miserable dream

You left me behind, I stared at the Baretta and I live today

Well, what touched me the most is

I wished that you don't go

The rain and the goodbye at the end of this May are the same as they were that day

and they wet and shake the the second time of a reunion

and then everything becomes a dream and probably laughs at me

Haiz...

The Gazette, The Gazette..

Please stop making me cry for your songs.

Please? :D

Long Post I Suppose..

2009-05-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

Whoa whoa, 1st time blogging since what 2 months??
Kay kay!
Crappy things first, serious shit later...

Well, I've been gaze-searching (means searching for some GazettE song lah!)
I found this two performance (Decomposition Beauty, Meaningless Art That People Showed) and one performance (Repeated Countless Error)

RCE - Sugar Pain (Explicit lyrics)
boku wa mada nani mo shiranai� juu go do me no Black cherry
kajitsu wo yurasu no wa magure mo nai anata no SILHOUETTE

muteikou na boku mo itsuka wa� anata de nureru Black cherry
motomeru no wa aijou ja naku� yoko de nemuru yoku to my mother

prohibited education.

Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
or the sexual desire?
[I don't know the method of the tie to you
excluding this act]

sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
nemurenu hodo no itami wo nido to anata wo wasurenu you
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
shitasaki de nandomo anata ga kureta kono karada wo
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
aishiau yori mo risei chigireru hodo anata wo kanjitai

TRANSLATION:

I don't know anything yet, my fifteenth black cherry
It's not a fluke that your silhouette wets my fruit.

Prohibited education.

Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)

Unresisting, I will someday be drenched in you, black cherry
What I want isn't love, it's the desire that sleeps beside me and my mother.

Prohibited education.

Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)

Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
Give me pain until I cannot sleep, so I'll never forget you again

Prohibited education.

Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)

Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
Over and over, touch this body you gave me with the tip of your tongue

Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
More than just loving you, I want to feel you in a way that shreds my reason.

Well, pervy song huh? Haha, that's why I love it babe..

Decomposition Beauty
Got this song called Go To Hell..
Go search on youtube, it's all the performance that matters..
Especially the grind!! Yummy...

One sad song, Bathroom..
About a mother who committed suicide in the bathroom..
This is what it sounded like translated.

Why can't I sleep? I was fascinated by the silence.
It is empty to talk to myself in a damp room again.
Why can't I sleep? Because I saw you.
You look down at the wet floor. Leaning the head while sleeping.

I just didn't have any feelings for the uninteresting reality.
I adoringly looked at you without saying a word and even forgetting to blink.

I want to fall asleep, just feeling the fear of awaking.
I want to forget everything. It is selfish nonsense.
I call your name. I go mad with the silence.
I shouted while holding your thin shoulder, it was too frail with warmth.

I was fascinated by the uninteresting reality.
I fount out that it even was meaningless that I had been borne not to cry.

The voice at my back kept on.
The reason was not important.
Only you look so sad in front of me.
I hate myself so much because I couldn't do anything for you.

I tell to you, who gave me my name. Can you be beside me as it is.
Yeh, for me you are the first and last 'mother'.

I softly lined you with deep red color on the white wall.
I came close, the still warm cheek. I just smiled calmly.
A big teardrop was filled with you. And I felt we could become one.
The time when the eyelids close and the warmth is gone, I am beside you.

Ouchies...
Sad sad...
Hey..

Here comes the serious part...
I wan write something for my babe...
:D

Well baby, I'll be gone without my phone for about 2-3 days..
I'll miss you, indeed I will...
I'll feel loneliness throughout my nights...
Forcing myself to sleep..
Eek!!!
I hope I can go thru this nights without you on the phone...
Sighs..
Love you babe..
Miss me...
Hee, listen to the song Thunder will you..
You asked for the rain...
There, the rain came!
HMPH!!

Heee, that should wrap it up..

Till err, God knows..
Byebye!!

Beautiful Story Indeed :)

2009-04-25T12:22:00.002+08:00

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: 'I am blind, please help.' There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?'

The man said, 'I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.'

What he had written was: 'Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it.'

Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, 'Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness…. In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.'

I Have You, I'm Thankful For That.
:)

Thursday, Friday and Saturday :D

2009-04-25T11:38:00.003+08:00

Long Time Neber Update.. :D

Hey, I'm here to update about Frusday...
It's Friday, Thursday and Saturday being compressed into one word
Nothing much..

Let's start with Thursday shall we?
Well, my school happens to get into the quarterfinals of Handball tournament
And my teachers, alot of them were involved and it happens that my class have
a good view of the field so that we can actually see the game from the window of our class!
That's a long explanation :x
So yea, was screaming like mad..
Especially when the head prefect was one of the player
WE GO PREFECTS!!
Kay....
Then the tournament sets on until the evening
We have CCA people!!!
Went eat, walk back to sch and go see the quarter finals...
Me and my friends were late to the prefect meeting
Woohoo!
But we're safe because there's one group who came 10 mins later
and have to do 10 pushups!
Woohooo!
Luckily I suggested them not to stay longer on the field..
-.-

Kay... Friday..
I just wanna skip Friday cause it's too plain and boring -.-
But today!! (Saturday)
Woke up at 6.30am
Yes, MORNING!!!
Dad wanna go jogging and I followed him...
So I jog for 2.5 kilometres and walked for 8 kilometres!!
That's like walking from KL to KL..
YAY!! :D

So yea, basically it's 11 something in the morning
So I dun have nth to say really for the day..
And anyway...
New song from Bo Burnham!!
Genious lyrics as usual..
So Here Is

Bo Burnham - Love Is

I love you like kings love queens
Like a gay geneticist loves designer jeans
I need you like New Orleans needs a drought
Like Hitler's Father needed to learn to pull out
And I want you, yeah, like a Lawyer/Mathematician wants some kind of proof
And I want you, yeah, like JFK wanted a car with a roof
Because love is taking that dive, then getting really comfortable and peeing in the pool
And love is a real life porn, minus all the stuff that makes porn cool
And love is a homeless guy searching for treasure in the middle of the rain and finding a bag of gold coins and slowly finding out they're all filled with chocolate and even though he's heart broken, he can't complain because he was hungry in the first place

Because I love you like Dora loves maps
Like the pope's toilet loves holy craps... (that's a little one)
I need you like a voyeur needs a branch
Like boys tossing salad needs a little bit of Neverland Ranch
And I want you, yeah, like all the gothic kids that look exactly the same, never want to conform
And I want you like Anne Frank... wanted nobody to read her FUCKING diary..
because a diary is a collection of secret things that nobody's supposed to know, that's the whole point of a diary. Millions of people that have breached this little girls privacy after she was chased by Nazis... kick her while she's down

And if we met in 10, 000 BC, I was your caveman, yous my cavelady...
If we got hot, we'd start rubbin'
If we got hungry, we'd go clubbin'
There's willy mammoths, I'll protect us, you're makin' me devolve to a homo erectus..
And if we met in 1780, I would be a white southern aristocratic plantation owner and you were my dark-skinned servant lady... slave
Whenever I could get away from the Missus, I go to your she'd then I'd steal you kisses
But let's be serious, I'd still work you full-time as a slave, there's a difference between romantic language and complete disregard for social economic trends
If it was 1941, I was a Nazi, yous a Gypsy on the run, that's a little redundant
That... probably wouldn't have worked out...
Because...

Love is your favorite food for every breakfast, lunch and dinner
And love is the Holocaust, if you don't die quick and you don't get thinner
And love is being the owner of the company that makes rape whistles
And even though you started with good intentions trying to reduce the rate of rape, now you don't want to reduce it at all cause if the rape rate declines then you'll see an equal decline in whistle sales...
Without rapists, who's gonna buy your whistles?

Yeahhhh, love is all about... Whistles. Thank you.

[Talking to Audience]

Yeah, that one was a bit vulgar, but ah ya know, D**k and Va***as are sorta like Coke and Pepsi, ya know? Ah, I strongly prefer one, but my Dad thinks they both taste the same.

Kuda Kepang Can Be Scary, Baby
:D
<3>

Happy Birthday Angel <3

2009-03-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

31th March.
Happy Birthday Baby...
May all ur wishes come true..
I Love You
<3

I Want To Buy A Haym-Bur-Garh...

2009-03-26T22:59:00.003+08:00

Hello Beautiful People :)

How iz you?
I hope you iz good!
xD

Okay it's been a heck of a long time since I talked abt my day..
Now, I'm goin to do just that!!
*screams*

The day starts when I woke up..
At 6.20am
Had to go school..
Hee..

So the 1st three periods..
We have this kind of talk about how to master Geography..
Wow...
Boring -.-

Kay, for being in the talk..
WE FRIGGIN MISSED P.E LESSON!!!
:(
Kay now science...
Learnt nth, just slack..
Cause teh teacher said so!

Recess..
I didn't eat because I felt that if I eat I'll need to use the toilet...
And the toilet is not a toilet..
It's a garbage.. -.-
So yea, drank the soy milk which didn't taste like soy milk at all..

Back in class..
KH lesson...
Did the folio...
Have to draw draw the electronic thing...
-.-
I hate it when it comes to this part..

Then after that hap history..
The teacher came in and ask us to take out the handout he gave..
WHICH I FORGOT TO BRING :(
Then...
*trutt trutt* (phone ringing sound)
He had to go for a meeting..
*jumps around happily*
Slack slack slack..

Then Agama class..
Just listen to the teacher tell us stories..
Quite good..
So yea, to sum it up
School is OKAY
And BORING
and PAINFUL cause my friend keep touching the injected left arm...
*cries*

Haha, anyways it's 5 more days till the loved one's birthday...
I still have a song to write..
WOOOTS!!!!
Heeee.....
Lalala...
*starts singing randomly*

Anyways, I know things havent worked out very well for her..
And I'll always be with my arms wide open for you to fall on...
Hee...
Be happy always, dearie...

So with that, I announce that this post is
OVER!!!!!~
xD

I Love You.
Aishiteiru.
However you say it..
It's just for you, Atika
<3>

Hello Dear My Bride..

2009-03-22T21:44:00.008+08:00

Well, I've been away for 3 days..

Right?
-.-

Well, I went back kampong to see my baby cousin!
Yes...
Muhammad Hariz ...... (forgot the last name)
1 week old...
Cute!!
Kay Picturesssssss.....

He resembles me.. Prepare ur mind to be poisoned, Hariz >:D

Closer Look At The Beauty. T_T

Kay I'm So Into Close-up Pictures -.-

That's all I can show you guys, because only these are on my handphone..
Sowy..
xD

Well! I went to play bowling on Wednesday..
BUT!!!
It's not the bowling I want to talk about..
Hrmmmmmm...
Yeahh!!!
I ate Kenny Rogers!!!!
WARGHHHH
Pictures Picturess!!!!!

Left To Right: Cousin's Iced Cappucino, Mum's Fresh Orange, My Iced Caramel Macchiatto Marvel (fancy name~~)

Bills! RM95.10

Err, I hate the mashed potato.. :x

Messy!! My Plate :x

And walked around the shopping complex..
And I saw this Pianos maybe is going to be sold..
Well, Pianos reminds me of her :)

Not to forget that there's also keyboards.. -.-

Bought A Shirt.. Costs About RM55 :D
I'm wearing size M now..
I cant believe it...
*laughs*

Okay, so today I went to play bowling again...
Ate Kenny Rogers AGAIN...
To celebrate my mum's birthday..
But, I'm celebrating both my mum and dearest birthday... :)
Happy Birthday Mum..
Happy Birthday My Baby.. <3

I'm Sorry For What I've Done..
I never understand your feeling..
So Now..
I'm Totally Sorry For The Past..
Let's Make Our Journey To The Future More Exciting..
I Love You, Sayang <3

Thanks For Reading!!!
Heeee....
Byebye...
*waves*

You Are My Angel of Music, I'll Come To You My Angel of Music

2009-03-14T23:25:00.005+08:00

Insolent boy, this slave of fashion. Basking in your glory. Ignorant fool, this brave young suitor. Sharing in my triumph!

Hee, line from The Mirror taken from the movie Phantom of The Opera...
Yes, I'm into the movie.. :D

Well, let's talk about the friggin' hackin' exam!!!
Yes, Bahasa, English, Geography..
That's what's easy...
Other than that...
Hard!
I went crazy.....

Haha!
Well!
Exam's over...
Now my not so holi-days...
Cause I've to go tution..
HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
Expected.. :(

Well....
Today I've enjoyed :-
1. Talking to her
2. Food!
3. Study-free day..

Only the fact that Manchester United lost 4-1 to Liverpool hurts me...
(Fine dad, you win... RAWR!)

And anyways...
Here's the lyrics from The Mirror scene from Phantom Of The Opera..

Insolent boy, this slave of fashion. Basking in your glory. Ignorant fool, this brave young suitor. Sharing in my triumph!

Angel, I hear you. Speak, I listen. Stay by my side. Guide me. Angel, my soul was weak; forgive me. Enter at last, Master.

Flattering child, you shall know me. See why in shadow I hide. Look at your face in the mirror. I am there inside.

Angel of music, guide and guardian, grant to me your glory. Angel of music, hide no longer. Come to me, strange Angel.

I am your Angel of Music. Come to me angel of music...
I am your Angel of Music. Come to me Angel of Music...

And So It Goes Till The Phantom Of The Opera theme shocked the hell out of me..
-.-

I Guess That's All..
Tata~~~

I Love You My Angel Of Music

Mister Loba Loba.~ Hrmm~~

2009-03-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello Peoples~!~!~!~!~

Okay, Science chapter 4 rulez!
LOL, no...
It's hard.. :(

Anyways, since today's holiday...
I dont do much...
Slack, eat, tv, study...
YES, I did study...
-.-

History, Chapter Two : Penubuhan UMNO~
Die!
Very hard~
Kay nvm, I've studied...
Get it or not, it's up to the brain to work...

Okay~~
So in the afternoon...
Talked with her...
Dad spoilt..
Wow thank you, daddy...

Locked myself in my room..
Slept..
-.-
(Dowan say wat happened before I slept) T_T

Woke Up...
Had to siapsiap for tution..
Bathe....
Nvr comb hair..
LOL, lousy me.. ^_^

Then tution..
Science..
Chapter 4...
Diagrams O.O
Labelling O.o

Then went home...
Had to freaking work hard to get the net..
-.-
Got the net..
And now talking to her..
Finally, happy time..
Hee.. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Anyways, I discovered a new talent..
I can sound like Shaggy..
LOL.. -.-
K nbm..

I guess I should be done by now....
Talk to you later peepos!!!! :D

*sleeps*
Kroihh.. Zzzz.. Kroihh.. Zzzz
(I Love You Sweetie Pie)
Kroihh.. Zzzz... Kroihhh.. Zzzz

I Am Perfect... err.. Prefect.. xD

2009-02-22T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hello.. Yeah, cut ur hair, it's too long..

Hee.. Yea, the title says it all...
I'm goin to be a prefect..
Actually, i'm 60-40 on this..
I wanna be prefect...
But I dont want to have short hair..
LOL!!!

Nevermind...
Let's talk about something else..
Shall we?
xD

Hrm, to be honest with you guys..
I actually..
Erm..
Ahh, err...
Hrm....
I actually love her...
xD

She's been the nicest person ever...
Hee, treated me with all love and care..
She doesn't bother spending money for me..
Hee..
I Love You, Sweetie Pie..

LOL, since i've zero idea on what to write..
I'll copy and paste lyrics from a song..

From:
DJ Ironik - So Nice. :)

INTRO
alright it's ironik right now yeah
i gotta big up rude kid on the production man 'cuz this tune is beautiful
like, i'm gonna break it down for you lot in the best possible way
listen to the words man, carefully

VERSE 1
i'm in love with the way that you smile and
the way that you look in my eyes it's so nice
i'm in love with the things that we do
when we go out it feels right it's so nice

i'm in love with the way that we chat all
night gettin' along and have no fights (it's so nice)
who says relationships can't work out
i swear man thats not right

i'm in love with the way that you talk
i'm in love with the way that you walk, it's so nice
i'm in love with the perfume that you wear
i swear no one can say that's not nice

i'm in love with the way that you say
i love you all the time i swear it's so nice
i'm in love with the way that your all mine
an' i'm in love with the way that your so right

HOOK
i'm in love with the way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on
and i'm in love with the way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on,

im in love, i'm in love, i'm in love

i'm in love with they way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on

VERSE 2
i'm in love with the way that you can relate
to the song everytime you hear it comin' on
an' i'm in love with the way that you come to my shows
an' show your support, it's so nice

i'm in love with the things that you do an'
i'm in love with the way that you don't have a clue
look, i'm in love with you
(man) it's true stories man

i'm in love with the way that you tell your friends
that you love me all the time, it's so nice
i'm in love with the way that you sleep an'
i'm in love with the way that you speak, it's so nice

i'm in love with the way that we come
so far in the relationship, it's so nice
who says relationships can't last years man
i swear that's not right

HOOK
i'm in love with the way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on
and i'm in love with the way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on,

im in love, i'm in love, i'm in love

i'm in love with the way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on

VERSE 3
i'm in love with the way that we make love
an' i'm in love with the way that your lady like
an' don't say dumb words like bruv
it's so nice, everythings perfect

an' i'm in love with the way that your worth it
i'm in love with the way that you turf them
them dumb boys, them hungry guys
i don't care 'cuz they're not worth it

i'm in love with the way i'm your man
i'm in love with the way that you respect my fans
i'm in love with the way we can walk
in the street an' still hold hands

i'm in love with your heart
i'm in love with the way that you're beautiful
i'm in love with these lyrics they're meaningful
i'm in love with you it's true stories

i'm in love with the way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on
and i'm in love with the way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on,

im in love, i'm in love, i'm in love

i'm in love with the way that you sing along
to this song everytime you hear it coming on

BYEBYE~~~

I Love You, Atika :)

I Lov3 You, Sw33ti3 Pi3... xD

2009-02-16T23:06:00.004+08:00

So H3llo F3llow Fri3nds!

It's b33n 3 months sinc3 I'm in a r3lationship.. And h3y.. It f3lt lik3 it's only y3st3rday!
H33...
I should start t3lling you guys how's my day now...

It's 6.20 wh3n I wok3 up..
Wok3 up 3arly b3caus3 I f3lt r3ally motivat3d today!
H33...
Bath3 and I wor3 abit smart uh today...
Hav3 an int3rvi3w for pr3fect...

LOL, okay...
R3ach3d school....
Ass3mbly, the ass3mbly was bor3d anyways but I cant h3lp but to smil3...
Th3n go back class...
BM, 3ncik Azman!!!
Did an 3ssay...
Was okay...

Th3n aft3r that...
KH, l3arnt th3 thing with th3 nails and 3v3rything..
Quit3 3njoyable...
W3ll, for today 3v3ry singl3 thing is 3njoyable!

Back to class..
L3arnt agama, w3 actually just chatt3d about this whol3 ghost thing..
Was scawyyy but it's quit3 fun!
H33...

Okay, I think i'v3 had enuff talking abt sch...
W3nt for th3 m33ting...
Not v3ry hard...
I'v3 th3 l3ad3rship insid3 m3...
And 3v3ryon3 knows it..
LOL, 3nuff..
Aizat...

So, back hom3, t3xt3d h3r...
Had th3 b3st tim3 of my lif3...
H33...
I do 3v3ryday anyways -.-

Now, talking with my oth3r half....
H33, sh3 sur3 knows th3 way to my h3art..
(You know what's th3 shap3, right?)

I'm Don3!!!
By3!!!!
xD

Hopeless, Over The Edge I'm Just Breathless..
I Never Thought That I'd Catch This..
Love Bug Again..
I Love You..
xD

Happy Val3ntines Day!!

2009-02-15T22:23:00.004+08:00

Hey Noobfaces...

Lol, sorry for calling you a noobface..
Well, wondering why Val3ntines day instead of Valentines day!?!?!?
It's Valentine's Day last night and it's 3 months tomorrow!!!!!
Hee...

And I'm like super excited....
Heee...
Thursday and Friday's not my day..

I made a mistake...
I screwed everything up...
I'm sorry..
I'm sorry..

But hey, ur reaction WAS very positive..
I'm suprised that you didn't hate me after what I've done...
You're an angel..
An Angel :)

Well...
My life got better...
Heee...
Less Fight with my Family
Bond More with my Love One....

I love life as it goes now..
Heeeeeee!!!!!
*dances around

That's About it, can't rly write while talking to her after 2 days not doing so.
Hee..
Byebye reader(s)
:D

Kizutsuite...

2009-02-09T17:34:00.005+08:00

I was frantically looking for something
it's okay to stumble, so go forward
I know it's foolish, I just run on without regret
the only one I can trust is myself, I didn't need friends
the fangs I bared at anything and everything
sexual stuff in adolescence is delicate and fleeting
I wanna be strong, give me the strength to live on my own
honestly, I was just scared of betrayal
I knew that nothing would change if I kept running away
but I couldn't change myself.
the loneliness I prided myself on
was a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams
the self assertion I prided myself on called 'RIOT'
there was no freedom, nothing beyond this light.
Teenage Bluely Days
I was drowning in each rough new day
before I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness
It was hard. To be honest,
I really didn't want to be on my own.

since always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face
it's important to occassionally loosen up and rely on others
hurt...
when you want to cry, face the great big sky
and scream out in a loud voice
(I Don't Want To Forget Myself, I Want To Be As I Am)
that you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are.
the encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends
spurred on, even one so weak as myself, they gave me light
the loneliness and pain of my youth that I prided myself on
were a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams
if there's freedom to be had in that clear blue sky
I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off
I began running, frantically aiming for the sky
I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell
was 'freedom'.
with a wonderful family, and wonderful friends
these were the best days of my life, if I'm reborn
let's meet again...

So yea, that's the translation for the GazettE's song Miseinen..
Kinda recalled my life, isn't it?? xD
So to top it off..
Here's my list of favourite GazettE's song

1. Miseinen.. :'D
2. Cassis.. <3
3. Reila.. ;(
4. Filth In The Beauty.. :l
5. Taion D:
6. Guren :S
7. Silly God Disco \m/

LOL, GazettE fever!!!!

And anyways..
I'm now Happy..
Hee, I don't care what my Family and Friends do to take the happiness from me..
Well, like the lyrics said...
I Don't Want To Forget Myself
I Want To Be As I Am..
And no matter how sad I'll be, there will be 1 person who will cherish my day..
You Know Who You Are..
Sweetie Pie xD
Okay, will talk abt my day later..
If I decided to blog lah.. :D

Byebye, Fellowship Of The Ring..
LOL

Ai Shite Iru, Atika-san :D

2009-02-07T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hello, People xD

It's 1 week before Valentine's Day and I'm already feeling the Valentine mood~
Hee.. Well, everyday's Valentine's day for me.....
Well... I wont talk about my day... Can?

Tsk... I admit, I can't survive my day without her...
Everyone, yes... Everyone seems to hate me now
Friends, Family and the ones I didn't expect..
My Parents.. :(

Nevermind..
I'm not even sad, I wont cry.. Wont die..
My days will go perfect with her around...

Anyways, I've been air-drumming alot these days..
LOL... Can't afford those superduper expensive
7k electronic drums...
Sheesh..
:D

So anyways, it's 1 week for valentines and additional 2 days for 3 months..
LOL... I'm excited for it!!!
I mean, both -.-
BOTH!!!
Yayyyyy!!!!

*dances around*

Eh, anyways...
I've been going all over youtube to search for a good song
From Malaysia...
Found 2 artists/band

1. Bunkface
-Situasi
-Silly Lily
-Bunk Anthem

2. Melissa Indot (ignore the Indot pls? LOL)
-Love Surreal
-Forbidden Love

Bunkface is an indie band..
With quite Punk-Rockish sound
I'd say like Greenday + Simple Plan..

Melissa Indot(lol) is a not-so-popular singer
But has a nice VOICE..
Jazzy, Pop and Ballad..
Well, there's not many of these singers nowadays...

I better don't talk like I'm good in music
Since THERE'll be a NAFA student reading this..
LOL..
Anyways, GazettE still rocks!!!
\m/

So Long! Readers!

Thanks for being around whenever I need you.
Thanks for making me feel better after an astonishing pain.
Thanks for loving me...
Thanks..
Ai Shite Iru, Atika
<3>

I Want To Be Me Again ;(

2009-02-05T21:53:00.008+08:00

Hello. :)

I'm here to talk about my day of course..
Well, everything went okay...
Maybe.. xD

Woke up at 6.30am
Bathe, Texted her, to School..
In Sch, the assembly is alrd starting..
Take seat.. And do nothing.. xD

So yea, back to class..
Art teacher nv came..
Talked to Melvin and Nazreen..
Craps anyways.. xD

PE class... Went to do the Touch Toe thing..
Boring..
Seriously.. xP

After that is Science..
Went to the lab, did experiment..
Which went crashing down..
The experiment never worked.. :S

Recess Time!!!
Went to the Shop...
Bought lychee drink..
Chose a spot where nobody can see me...
And look far.. LOL...

And then back to class..
KH class..
Did the wood work lah..
Didn't had any fun at all.. :l

After that is History class...
Did exercise... And again...
I can't manage to enjoy myself... :S

Agama class.. The teacher asked us to do own work
I sat at the back and just sing alone..
LOL
-.-

Back from sch, texted her...
Slept...
I slept until 7.30
It's the only way to make the day go faster..
:)

So after that, hang out in own room..
Listen to alot of Miseinen..
And Reila...
Okay and Cassis
Taion and Guren
Filth in The Beauty..
LOL to sum it up..
GAZETTE! \m/

Well, now here am I..
Listening to Miseinen...
Updating blog..
Maybe Skyping later...
Maybe.. :)

kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshite anata wo ushinatte
shimau no ga kowakatta kara

Ai shite iru...
Ai shite iru..

Forgive me....

Screw you devil..
Screw You!

Bye reader(s)

Sweetie Pie.. <3

2009-02-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

Suppidy sup, hee...
Okay, cut to the chase...
Goin to talk about my day, and some random stuff.. xD

Today I woke up quite late...
And I woke up with a smile.. xD
My night time is just the best.. <3
And yea, bathe, getting ready for skewl... xD

Reached school..
Assembly, didnt give much attention to the announcement(s) tho..
Went back to class..
1st period is err... Maths!!!! Gosh! Grrwauwalwauwalwauwalwua!!!
Did exercise again? And yea, nth much.. Rawrgrr!

And then after that is English class..
Went to the English room which is AIR-CONDITIONED!!!!
It did close my eyes for 5 mins~~
Hee, it felt an hour though.. >.<
zzz

And the Pendidikan Sivik..
Old math teacher.. Well
Managed to see her smile!! Thank God!!!
lol... was boring also -.-

Recess Time!!
Yay~~~
Eat potato chip and lychee drink..
Well, I kinda cutting down with eating..
Hee...

Well..
Back to class
Geography.. or is it?
Oh yea, Geography...
Okay okay lah!!~!~

After that Agama time..
Did an exercise on Jawi.. -.-
I thought like...
Easy lah Jawi...
But it's quite hard.. -.-

My Bahasa teacher never come again..
I'm worried now!~!~
Mr. Azman.. Please come back~~~ *teary eyes*
LOL.. kay craps~~~ -.-

Back home, texted someone..
And then suddenly I'm in Lala-land~~
Kroihhh~~ Fiuuu~~~
Then I woke up, texted her..
She's also just woke up~~
Okay, coincidence...
Don't make other conclusion hor.. xD

And then, my credit ran out.. LOL
I gotta rush to get ready for tution!
Hee...
Bathe, messes hair, sleepy face
To the tution I go!!!

Learnt abit.. Talk much!!
LOL?
And went back home, bought prepaid card.. LOL

And now, talking to her.. xD
She's talking with her friend anyways.. LOL
I'll have to keep her entertained... xD
Hee...

Anyways...
I'm enjoying my days now..
Hee!!
And thanks to that special someone.. *winks*

Atika…
ienakatta kono kotoba wo
Atika…
ima koko de kimi ni utau yo
Atika…
dare yori mo kimi wo ai shite iru
Atika....
ai shite iru. ai shite iru…

Need translation??
Google it :)

Ai shite iru, :)

Goodbye, :)

En Fuego! D:

2009-02-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

Well I'm Back From My Experience on Fire!!!

Well, the title says it all.. En Fuego means On Fire.. In case ur smallish brain doesn't know what's En Fuego.. LOL joking kay.. xD
Anyways, just now when I was abt to go online and talk to my beloved sweetheart..
My Dad says I better go outside now..
And I thought wad seh...
So when I went outside, I was this close to the fire.. --
That's close, isn't it?
So yea, my neighbour's house punya electric box outside the house (phew, that's a long one)
Was on fire... Yea, EN FUEGO BABY!~
And there's like alot of people outside the house...
Seriously, I'm wearing shorts and I have to be around alot of people?
Not Comfortable ;(

I walked around my neighbourhood and I found a good spot! (considering that I was texting someone)
The playground, deep inside the playground...
It's like total darkness there.. :D
So 20 minutes later... The fire brigade came...
Nee noh~~ Neee noh~~
And they just spray fire extinguisher sia!!
That one I also can!!! xD
So the fireman says we need to call the electrician...
Gosh, it took them 1 freaking hour to freaking come to our freaking neighbourhood... -.-
And they checked out... As in, the electric box.. -.-
For about 15 mins only??!?!!??!?!??!
And I was in need of facilities.. If you know what I mean :S

And lol... that's all??

Kay... That's about it... My post is about fire... LOL

(I'm En Fuego) ;)

I Enjoyed this past 2 nights..
xD

Please, only look at me. Please, don’t let our hands separate.

2009-01-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello xD

So the title, is a part of the lyrics Cassis from The GazettE..
Very Cool la the lyrics.. See this..

I repeated it for a long time. I made you sad for a long time.
I must have hurt you. Now I still cannot move.
Why is it so painful to touch you?
I think it is because I was afraid of making the same mistake and losing you.

I tried to recover the unforgettable days to stay close to each other.
You hold my hand without asking anything.

Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

I love you so much that I forget any suffering.
My heart feels pain every time I count the days we cannot meet.

The loneliness is piling up. Please don’t cry alone.
Even if we are so far away, we can believe each other.

I wish to smile as it is. I don’t want you to hurt yourself.
I don't want to repeat such feelings, which have kept fading each time.
Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Please, only look at me. Please, don’t let our hands separate.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

She said it's quite emo...
But I think the lyrics are sweet :)
So yea, what was that?
Oh, my day!!! Yayyy~~~~

Since it's a holiday...
I woke up at 12pm.. muahahahahah!!!
Woke up, bathe...
LOL...

Go downstairs, no breakfast! Grrr!~!~!~
Watch TV, no good show...
Watch Pink Panther.. Heee...
And then my father bring lunch...

Nasi + Asam Pedas = I-Eat-Alot >:D
So yea.. I ate a *censored*load of rice!!!
So there goes my diet :(

After that, I texted someone..
She's just out from the concert..
Good timing, right? :)

4-something.. I did a revision on History!!!
And I got a text msg from special someone saying she's online...
:o
Went online after I finished the revision...

Then, she said she need to go for an early dinner..
Aww... ;(
Nevermind.. She needs to repay that later... (I know u're reading) >:D

Then I went around YouTube.....
Watch GazettE videos..
Fell in <3 with 2 songs....
Cassis and Reila... >:D

Cassis lyrics or translation is like above... :D
And here's Reila's translation

After meeting, how many wounds are needed just for support
When you are harsh, other people learn things from it
Reality in the eye of the burning, scar you full of silence
Do not need a reason for you to return to me

From me, who is left for you who has become nothing
What do you think is harsh?
Still, you do not say anything
These words are not meant for me
Go somewhere

Reila
Trying to call your name
this voice does not reach you
Reila
Opening your eyes, your face shows lies, and laughter

Tomorrow you will probably go somewhere you desire
You go anywhere

You think about me so Always
You will probably go somewhere
You leave me alone and keep running
I cannot reach you anymore Cannot reach you anymore
At last being able to meet you
ended my overflowing patience
A tear dropped

Reila
Words which you could not say
Reila
Now the place where you once sang
Reila
Everyone compared to you is loved
Reila
I have loved,I have loved

The room where two people stay even now is the same
Without using either key you will find a way to return
I can wait forever, you understand
And now the door is opened, and can visibly show your form

Tomorrow you will certainly return

Anyways, Reila's storyline doesn't have anything to do with me :P

So yea.. Went to tution...
Only half of the class were there..
Others absent :S
So it was boring :(

Went back home, and now I'm talking to that special somebody..
Well, I finished updating 1st hor.. Heeee

I think I'm done.. :D

Farewell, Reader(s)

Please, only look at me. Please, don’t let our hands separate.

One, Two, Buckle My Shoe

2009-01-27T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hello, Reader(s)

Today, I woke up at 11:13:34 and terus do the work given by daddy... (gosh, not maths pls daddy)
Because I'm super-duper lazy, I did using my magnificent, unbeatable, strong, powerful calculator... >:D
Then I'll have to wait until he reached Melaka before I get my net and talk to my loving, charming, adorable, beautiful, dearest her.

Talked to her for 6 hours.. Heee...
Played randomdy gamesdy...
1st we solve puzzle.. (which happens to dc everytime we completed the edges)
And then we play all the games in MSN and Skype
Then, we play this miniclip game called Club-Penguin..
There.com (it lags me superduperhyper!)

So yea, 6 very enjoyable hours with her xD
I've to go bathe for tution at 7pm.. (trust me, we can talk until tmr if nth happened)

Tution was going okay....
History test.. Got 40/60
Quite okay la!!! :x

So now, talking to her, she merajok with me cause I say I dowan update blog. >:D

So there, updated.. :D
Bye Leaders of Tomorrow

Bowling? :O

2009-01-24T22:38:00.007+08:00

Hello Hello Hello... >:D

My day started when I woke up.. LOL, i woke up at 6.20, and I was like, wtf, no sch la )(@)(*!@
And went sleeping again.. xD
So today I've tution.. Gosh! ;(

So, yea, went to tution, gosh, boring la ;(
Went there wearing shoes...
Ppl were asking why the friggin heck did I wore shoes so yea...
I wanted to go out after tution.. Some bowling... Yippeeeeeee...

So after tution, went to Flamingo, bowling bowling......
Today's just not my day lor. (prolly cause last night the tupeed net decided not to work) :(
So yeppidy, with the score of 80 marks.. I'm in the last place!!! weeheeee...

Here's pictures lah people -.-

So that's basically all.

I FINISHED 1st!!! MUAHAHAHAA.

Byebye, loyal reader(s)

I Love Japanese Visual Kei's Hair!! <3

2009-01-23T17:44:00.003+08:00

Whaddup Homedawgs~!

So today, I woke up quite late.. 0630.. LOL
So there you go, Gazette song as my alarm.. WOOOO!~!~
I Love Gazette!

So yea, you guys might notice the change of songs in my playlist...
All from Gazette, today, I wont talk abt my day.. Very Lazy xD

So I happen to LOVEEEEEEEEEEE their hair.. Kay, and the band members' quite hawt too... (I'm not gay)

GazettE's Member
(in favourite member order)

Kai (Drummer)

Ruki (Vocalist)

Reita (Bassist)

Uruha (Guitarist)

Aoi (Lead Guitar)

That's basically all, Random Update :D

Bye Reader(s)

Restless.. o.O

2009-01-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hello O.o

School's being mean to me! Kay nvm, let's start the day shall we >:S

'The reverse side of beauty, it died because of the beloved filth,' yes yes, my alarm ~!~!~!~
I lazy to click snooze, so I get up then =.=

Waited the song to finish, then I go bath... Took me just 20 mins to finish it all... -.-
Did nth with my hair except just messing it up.. LOL
Lazy sia today -.-

So yea, went to sch, arrived quite late.. They're getting ready for assembly already.. Sat down at the very end of the song.. Yadayada... Assembly starts, and I'm sleeping with my eyes open again xD

Went to PE class, play badminton.. Seriously, today's sch session is the most boring ever.. -.-
Went back to class, Sivik.. Nth much happened..
Bahasa, did essay, nth much happened..
English, read passages, nth much happened..
Agama, notes, as usual, nth much happened..
Kemahiran Hidup, did the 1st part of the folio, nth much happened...

There, school in one paragraph.. -.-
So yea, I cant focus in sch today.. 0.o
Tmr should have test for Maths... Sch's just not goin my way now.. -.-

Went back home, wanted to sleep but cant, so I texted her... She's alrd in choir class.. Awww...
nevermind.. Play PS2, walao!!!! Can't the day get anymore boring pls?!?!?!?!
Just rain some stone on my head or whatever alrd -.-

Watched iCarly and Drake & Josh!!~!~!~
Kay, the whole day was boring...

But hey, now I'm talking with someone, special someone,
I think this should make my day... :)

AND I've NEVER STUDIED FOR THAT FREAKING MATH TEST!!! ARGH!!!!!!! >:(

Mental Rehab Here I Come~!

Bye reader(s)

:S

PAIN! argh!!!

2009-01-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

Dear Reader(s)

If it happens that my writing today is quite bad, it's because I've to write with a major pain on my back!!! :(
So yea, let's start off with the morning..

"The reverse side of beauty, it died cause of the beloved filth," that's my alarm, LOL..
So I wake up lor, but I gotta finish listening to the song 1st, den I go bath.. >:D
After 2-3 mins of headbanging.. I rushed to bathroom! Bathe with the song STILL playing.. muahahaha!!

After finished dressing up for skewl... I went to school (of course -.-)
Reached sch quite okay... Not so early not so late, managed to talk abit with friends uh.. Blablabla,yadayadayada and poof! The song played... again my friends and I sat down at the very end of the song.. >:D

Nth much happened in assembly.. So yea, went up to class.. Geography teacher is finally back!!!
She didnt go anyway -.-
She's just busy organising the new schedule for classes
(bad news, Mr. Azman wont be my class teacher anymore) :(

So, I've alot of notes to do for Geography! >:(
And after that, comes the English period..
Nth much happened, except the teacher keep kicking the table's leg by accident.. LOL

After that, Mathematics!!!! (pls smile, teacher) :S
Learnt a new chapter, Circle, it's quite tough, but I think can do lah..
Thursday the teacher will do exam!! arghhhwaoihwoihwoahwkuahw!!!! >:(

Recess time~!~!~
Saw Eric (the actor) in the canteen, he was treating all his friends, maybe he got the royalty of his new film alrd :S
So yea, nth much...

And after that, Bahasa class >:D
Mr. Azman got in.. and there you go, 1 stress-free hour >:D
Did some notes on Peribahasa, and when he asks Firdaus..
'Apa maksud "Bagai Anak Ayam Kehilangan Ibunya" '
And I answered, 'Hah, jawabla bapak ayam'
LOL.. the whole class laughed....
>:D
(I just love Bahasa class) xD

So after that, Agama class.. NOTES!!!
Argh.... Notesnotesnotesnotes...
Kay nbm... :S
That's all for agama class..

I've to stay-back at sch for the Sports Training...
Went to the nearest Mamak stall... We all went to eat lunch...
Ordered Roti Canai and Teh Peng (well, it's our favourite drink, right dear?)
And yea, rushed back to sch...

In the training, it was running quite well... Except for the Long Jump tryout.... I landed at the wrong position, I've to hold all my weight on my waist... And I heard snap sound... It's HACKING PAINFUL!!! T_T
The very 1st 10 mins, I can barely even stand.... After 10 mins, then I can stand, and it took me abt 5 mins to be able to walk.. Srsly, it was painful... I almost screamed. :X

Went home at abt 4.30, asked mum for a quick massage, she replied, "ah, mengada2 la tu"
Then I said nvm and went upstairs...
Turned on the lappy, there's sure no internet.. GRR!!!!!~!~!~
Edited the newest vid.. Whoooaaaaaa~!~ Check it out later.. xD

Finished at abt 7pm when I've to bathe for tution, kay, my back hurts like hell, and I've to attend the tution!!!? Wtfpizzahut.. -.-
Arrived at the tution centre on time.. Went to the class, teacher nvr come yet.. YAY~~!~
Nth to do.. lol

Tution went off normal... Laughed, learnt and bored at the same time... Pls, my back hurts ;(

So, now posting a vid on Youtube, 15 mins more if the vid nvr upload, I'm goin to cancel it.. Tupeed net >:(
Talk to her is 289% better >:D

Thanks for reading..
Byebye

My Back Hurts T_T

WTF seh Mr. Mohan?!?!?!?!

2009-01-19T22:56:00.003+08:00

Hello Fellow Yellow Mellow Slow..

Suppidy sup, the day went off as usual, boring, boring and boring.. Woke up super-early today, thanks to my super-duper gay alarm song.. LOL
And yea, bathe bathe, and by 6.45, I am already ready for school!~!~ Yay Yay~~~

I got to school quite early, so have a chat with friends first and yea, the new format for us to go to the assembly hall or so-they-call 'Dataran Perdana,' they play this song called Malaysiaku Gemilang, by the end of that song, all student must sit down.. So yea, my friends and I decided to sit down just before the song ended.. We're naughty, aren't we! >:D

Assembly went off quite boring, loads of teacher went off to tell loads of things.. Textbook, Discipline, blablabla...

Lets just skip to the 1st period, shall we.....
Science, went to the lab.. Learnt about the heart... So yea, I need to remember things.. Grr!!
I hate to memorise the inner parts of the body!!! >:(

So, yea... PE time, went to the Co-Curiculum room, we have to suit ourselves with the trainings lah, like Naik Turun Bangku, Pumping, Sit-Ups, yadayadayada... So yea, nth much happened....

Next period, History, same teacher as PE, so yea.. Did an exercise, I did quite well.. :D
So yea, but the teacher did say smth abt Shuffle.. He said, shuffling is one of the examples of the poisoning of minds from outside.. LOL.. I was like, okay... :(

Recess Time, the C class has a new student, from Canada, but he's like from Malaysia, maybe migrated to Canada and migrated back to Malaysia.. Maybe?
So yea, everyone was like around him.. LOL... nvm.... So after recess time, I saw all the students lining up, I tot wat.. Den suddenly I saw Mr. Mohan, conferm spotcheck, takpon kene ceramah.. grr!!! Oh, and anyways, they say we nvr follow the time, wtfpizzahut???
So we should be in the Class on 10.50, instead we got in the class at 11.20.. YAY!!! Maths Maths!! :S

After recess is Maths (gosh teacher, can you please just smile? ;x)
So we did some exercises... Hey, I did quite well.. >:D
Maybe last night was a good night, hee, thank you, the person who talks to me every night. :D

So, English, I don't know why, the teacher keep falling down as in she keep hitting her leg to the table's leg.. -.-
But, yeah, we got our tasking, for the group-work.. Warfgrrrrrr!!! >:(

So yea, went home, I tot i have to take the van.. Suddenly I saw, a car seems so familiar, with the number WRG 7178
I've to take the car home, which means.. I DONT HAVE TO BE IN A SARDINE CAN THAT CAN MOVE!!!
YAYY!!!!!! >:D

Got home, mum and dad went out to the bank, there I am, alone, in the darkness, with nobody to talk with.. (ceh)
So I got a text message from her, saying that she needs accompany (awww..)
So yea, texted her.. (I'm a gudgud boi, ain't I? xD)

I doze off to sleep until 7pm..
Yeah, I missed iCarly, Drake and Josh, Ceramah Agama (eww, no..)
So yea, 7pm = siap2 to tution!!
I got to the tution centre quite early, so yea, went out to buy some drinks and a lollipop!!!!
Drank a Vienna Coffee by Nestle -.-
And the lollipop, I ate them in class!! The teacher act like nvr see.. >:D

So yea, after the tution, went 7-eleven... Bought 7-up and some ice-cream.. Yayy.. so yea, I saw
a dude, hee, what he bought? A malt drink, ciggs and lol, you know, the C thang... -.-
You know la!! aiyoooo.. -.-

So yea, that basically it, now talking with her.. Hee, she's having so much fun exploring rooms in Habbo o.o
LOL.. so yea... that's the end of the post, I guess.. >:D

I Gotta Go, Heaven's Waiting >:D

Byebye, reader(s)

Satunday = Saturday + Sunday...

2009-01-18T16:21:00.004+08:00

Whatiddy Upsiddy People

Saturday, nothing much happened! Well, woke up at 9am, watch TV, and then have to go to the tution!!!! Went to tution, was hoping for a very good teacher, instead, I got that English teacher again!! I went crazy~ waiwauwipauwoiahwoahPIWUahwiu!!!!!!

So yea, learnt geography, I kena asked so much questions, most of them I can answer pls.. :D
I'm a genious... err.. yea.. So after that, went home... Did abit of homework, so yea, went online!!!
Talked to dearest, but nth much happened in the evening, she was busy, I am busy.. So yea..

Night Time!!! We're talking about craps.. But it was fun siol~~ :D
Went around habbo.. Make havoc at ppl's room!
First was Fajar Sec School..
We become notty2 students!! I was cracking up last night..
Dont believe? Ask her la :D

And after that, she said she's sleepy, well I am too.. shh :x
Hee, after 5 mins of goodbye sayings (we take alot of time saying goodbye rite? Well..)
We both head to sleep..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz etc.

And it's SUNDAY!!!

So yea, woke up late again, 11.45am, missed jogging again!!! LOL!!~~!
Sure dad had alot of fun jogging with his new running shoes worth RM250+++
Grr! I hid them last night, and put my school shoes inside the box..
MUAHAHAHA, serve you right..

So yea, did abit of notes... And now I'm online! Was talking to her, and her house turned into a stadium! LOL, nola, but it was havoc... Now she's gone, sending her sister home, maybe.. LOL
So I think that's all for now, no idea wat to type

Oh yea, noticed the Ipod playlist thingy? Yea, thanks to dear Atika again.. :D

So yea, here's the song with its lyrics..

1. Michael Jackson - Man In The Mirror
I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

2.Bo Burnham - High School Party

Lyrics will not be pasted, explicit lyrics. :D

3. Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

4. Taylor Swift - Love Story
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

That's basically what happened on my Satunday!

GoodBye Humanity of the Humanoids~

Thanks For The Free Haircut!

2009-01-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

Hello Wonderful People Of Earth's Humanity.

My day was a very, normal, simple and boring day :S

Anyways, still goin to yakkity yak yak about my day. It started when my father woke me up LAAAAAAAAAAATE in the morning, it's alrd 6.45 when i woke up ;(
Rushed to school, the sun was about ready to come up when arrived at school.

In school, i've just known that the recites of Yassiin isn't going to be held. =.=
So yea, as expected, the Rumah Sukan's meeting is held, tsk, boring, but I cant be, because the vicious, evil, strict, (made up points, he's nice) Mr. Mohan is one of my Rumah Sukan's teacher. ;( (that means that i'd have to go to the training everytime)

In class, anyways Agama class is skipped, bc of the meeting (yay :x)
So it's Kemahiran Hidup time, and the teacher, never come! So yeah, I did the Bahasa Work, and abit of Science. Then came the Geography period, my Geography teacher didnt come for the week :O
What could've gone wrong with her. :(

RECESSS~~ eat, drink, chat, go back class :D

Then Science, as usual, we learnt about blood, eee.. blood :(
And yea, completed my notes :D
Woohoo! I'm goin for a change baybeh!

And after that, the most awaited time of the day! Bahasa class!
Mr. Azman asked us to do synopsis of the novel, Panas Salju (gay title, i know~)
which I did in the KH class :P
So that's basically it for school..

Do i need to tell you what do I do in the mosque? No. --"

So yea, back from mosque, slept until 5pm, I missed iCarly..
The reason I woke up is because of that bad dream! :(
Srsly I'm afraid to sleep after I woke up from that dream ;(
And yea, wont share the dream with you okay :D

Tick Tock, Tick Tock, TUTION TIME!~!~ :D (aaaaaaaargh!)
So yea, today's the English tution, i'm expecting a very good, supportive, funny teacher, instead I get a very dull, thick-haired male, Indlish speaker Teacher ;(
So nvm, I'm a pro in essays, should have no problem...

Oh did I mentioned I had a free haircut today! Great right, what I forgot to mention is.. It's by the hacking teacher!!!! :(
So yea, hair's quite long, the teacher deserves no blame, and he did a good job cutting my hair, seriously, it's Chinese-Looking now.. So had to cut ur hair in school's not that bad.. :D

Currently chatting with dearest Atika :)
well, sharing my dream with her, dont be jealous :D

So that's all?
Want more of me?
Wait tomorrow liao -.-

Peace, Around The World, For Generations

Oh yea, I think this part of lyrics in Michael Jackson's song is KEWL!

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Because he whispered this words :P

BYE~~

61 treasured days :)

2009-01-16T00:35:00.001+08:00

Hee, it's officially 2 months :)

I Love You
Deardear :)

New Blog, New New!!! :D

2009-01-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

Suppidy Sup Reader(s)

As you might noticed, of course, you visited this page zz.. I'm having a new blog.. Yippeeee.. First of all I'd like to thank dear Atika for helping me with the HTMLs which I totally shucks at.. :P

To start things off, lets talk about the day..

The day started when my dad happens to disturb my sweet sweet dream! Kay need to wake up for skewly skewl~~~

Arrived abit late, they getting ready for assembly alrd, as usual, muke kering, dudok je uh.. Luckily the prefects nv see.. Blind la they all, and the assembly was so boring siol.. I was sleepy + boring assembly = Sleeping With Open Eyes..

Oh okay, anyways in class nth much happened, Geography/Art teacher never came for the week, starting to be a bit worried, what happened to her O.o

Kay nevermind, Bahasa teacher <3 , ENCIK, okay, ENCIK Azman says our faces like tension liddat, and I took what he said, I smiled till the end of his class.. LOL, and after that, nth much happened, Agama class, biaselah.. -.-

Went back home, completed the Sejarah notes I did for abt 5 days and with a whole amount of 10 pages of WRITING, and after that I go play PS2, tsk, I totally pwn at football pls? And after that I watched iCarly and Drake & Josh. Mum and Dad came home, I went upstairs at abt 6pm, and I slept, woke up at 7pm, GOSH, only 1 hour sleep ;( , and get ready for tution.. (oh do I need to take bahasa tution anyways?)

Back from tution, 10pm, and completing the Agama homework.. 10.50, got a text message from a very special someone saying she's online. YAY, and I came online 10 mins after that. :O
I very pro.. Thank You, Thank You...

Yeah, and now I'm alrd talking with that special someone <3 , hee, so, Friday, 160109 happens to be the 2nd month since we... You know :D ... So yea, goin to celebrate.. xD

So that's all then, want more? Read Tomorrow! -.-

Byebye, :)