Wednesday, August 25, 2010 at 10:17 PM
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I will be looking forward to blog more this time D:
Please take care of me <<-- ciplak-ed from KPOP sub kthx..
:D
Two Happiest Days In My Entire 16 Years Of Life.
Monday, December 14, 2009 at 7:20 PM
I Missed
I Misssed The Way It Felt When My Hand Was Against Yours,
The Touch of Your Skin,
Mine and Yours,
When Your Skin Was Against Mine,
I Felt What I've Never Felt,
I Felt Like A True Winner,
A Winner That Stands Up Above All The Losers,
Losers Who Failed To Win Your Heart,
I'm Sorry I Cant Be There When You Part,
But I Admit That When You Part,
I Felt Sudden Loneliness In My Heart,
I Missed The Hugs, Kisses and Even The Touch Of Your Butt,
I Don't Know Why It Rhymes,
Maybe Cause I Was Feeling Your Charm,
Cause When I Write This,
My Hands Were Shaking,
Since I'm Waiting,
Waiting For You to Be Back Home,
Though It is 300 kilometres away or maybe more,
But it's closer than when you're near but I cant be where you are.
I admit that I will miss those times,
I Don't Know Should I Say This,
But I Miss The Taste Of Your Tongue
Since I Miss You So Much,
I Take A Look At Your Picture,
And I Knew It,
That I'm Lucky To Have You,
I Missed Your Smile,
It Kept My Heart Warm,
I Felt So Comfortable With You That I Didn't Realise,
That Time Passed By Us,
I Felt Like It Was 1 Hour Ago,
That I Wake Up at 13th December and I'm Ready To Go,
But No,
You're on Your Way Home,
Since Yesterday Night
I Felt Sadness Troughout My World,
Till I Forgot About Your Cafeworld,
Forgive Me For That,
It's Not Everyday That I Experienced This,
Though I never Really Say This,
But You'll Be Dearly Missed,
Thank You For Those Sweet Times,
Those Unforgettable Moments That Brings Tears to Eyes,
And Wondering,
How Fast or Slow will Time Pass,
Till I Meet You Again,
Maybe Sentosa Beach in Singapore,
Where We'll Be Playing With The Sand,
Looking at Each Other's Eyes,
Exchanging Love Words,
Just Like Husband and Wife,
Or Bonnie and Clyde,
Even Romeo and Juliet Can't Beat Us,
Cause We're Special In Our Own Way,
Remember Me As Your Man,
Cause I'm Going To Poke Your Bellybutton Again,
When I Meet You Next Year,
Till Then,
Thank You For The Best Time Ever.
I Love You,
Ich Liebe Dich,
Ai Shite Iru.
Labels: dearly Missed
Nameless, Liberty, Six, Guns..
Sunday, June 21, 2009 at 5:46 PM
Konichiwa, Aizat-desu here
So I've watched Nameless Liberty Six Guns, the whole 3 hours concert
Wow, I've never enjoyed watching a concert like the GazettE's.
The whole part one I was headbanging like hell
After the 1st encore, they start playing songs from their older album, Disorder.
Which is a totally heavy-rock songs..
I've headbanged the most when it's Discharge. :)
After that is their 2nd encore..
After their 2nd encore, Ride With The Rockers time..
Starting with Kai's magnificent drum solo.
Followed by Reita with the bass afterwards
Then comes Aoi and Uruha with their guitar.
They stunned me :)
And then, they play some songs from NIL
Social Riot Machine, Cassis etc.
And then their 3rd and final encore.
Ruki talked abt the tour after the encore.
Then they play Kare Uta.
An emotional song I guess.
Then Ruki continued his speech.
Before their last song Miseinen.
From what I saw, Kai started crying before the song even starts.
I was feeling emotional too.
The 3 hour journey with them almost ended already :S
Then Ruki started to struggle talking..
Ahh, when Ruki started saying 'Last Song!'
I was like 'Haiz..'
Then they played Miseinen.
Ruki had to lose some lines for him to cry.
Ahh, and after the song.
They cried altogether.
Here's a top 5 on who cried the most.
1.Reita (I was surprised)
2.Uruha (he looked sad all over)
3. Aoi (surprised)
4. Kai (he's the band leader)
5. Ruki (he had to talk)
Well, I've never felt so much love poured by a band to their fans.
But GazettE's seems pure.
And I felt really close with them for once.
And I felt terribly sad when the piano version of Miseinen starts.
Thank You The GazettE for pulling a heck of a show.
:)
Ruki: No matter how much I said this, it's never enough, I Love You
<3>
So I've watched Nameless Liberty Six Guns, the whole 3 hours concert
Wow, I've never enjoyed watching a concert like the GazettE's.
The whole part one I was headbanging like hell
After the 1st encore, they start playing songs from their older album, Disorder.
Which is a totally heavy-rock songs..
I've headbanged the most when it's Discharge. :)
After that is their 2nd encore..
After their 2nd encore, Ride With The Rockers time..
Starting with Kai's magnificent drum solo.
Followed by Reita with the bass afterwards
Then comes Aoi and Uruha with their guitar.
They stunned me :)
And then, they play some songs from NIL
Social Riot Machine, Cassis etc.
And then their 3rd and final encore.
Ruki talked abt the tour after the encore.
Then they play Kare Uta.
An emotional song I guess.
Then Ruki continued his speech.
Before their last song Miseinen.
From what I saw, Kai started crying before the song even starts.
I was feeling emotional too.
The 3 hour journey with them almost ended already :S
Then Ruki started to struggle talking..
Ahh, when Ruki started saying 'Last Song!'
I was like 'Haiz..'
Then they played Miseinen.
Ruki had to lose some lines for him to cry.
Ahh, and after the song.
They cried altogether.
Here's a top 5 on who cried the most.
1.Reita (I was surprised)
2.Uruha (he looked sad all over)
3. Aoi (surprised)
4. Kai (he's the band leader)
5. Ruki (he had to talk)
Well, I've never felt so much love poured by a band to their fans.
But GazettE's seems pure.
And I felt really close with them for once.
And I felt terribly sad when the piano version of Miseinen starts.
Thank You The GazettE for pulling a heck of a show.
:)
Ruki: No matter how much I said this, it's never enough, I Love You
<3>
I'm Scared... LOL
Monday, June 8, 2009 at 11:20 PM
Supz, as you can see I'm lazy to even change the font colour cause I was so scared!
>:(
Eh, I want to talk abt last night, teh bezt nightz evarrrrrr!
First, we were fighting, of course, you don't have to know what and why...
Lalalas
And after thatz, we both feel bad (and i feel idiotic cause erm..)
And we said sorreh!
Sorreh dear ;(
Then apter thatz..
We play the what if game..
I made that game...
Ehem.
So yea, had fun playing the game
OKAY OKAY SHE MADE IT! :(
Had laughters and eberyting xD
And then, we laughed at random things
And my OI! seems funny to her.
Okay it's ridiculous
Okay I'm embarrased already :(
Hee, it was a wonderful, wonderful night..
Okay dawn.. -.-
And then we decided to sleep at 4.00am
Which delayed delayed delayed till
4.30am
Yay!
We slept..
She dreamt about me
But she can't remember it..
Hmph!!
Kay, the enjoyement of that night you conferm cant feel one..
Cause it's a utmost beautiful feeling can ever be felt ;D
Kay I got bad with words too dear...
I Love You Baby, it's a strong word
Not just word, it's a strong feeling I have for you
:)
Teeedeedeedeedeeedeedee A Wim Bam Bam Bawayyyyyyyy
Awim bawe Awim bawe Awim bawe
xD
>:(
Eh, I want to talk abt last night, teh bezt nightz evarrrrrr!
First, we were fighting, of course, you don't have to know what and why...
Lalalas
And after thatz, we both feel bad (and i feel idiotic cause erm..)
And we said sorreh!
Sorreh dear ;(
Then apter thatz..
We play the what if game..
I made that game...
Ehem.
So yea, had fun playing the game
OKAY OKAY SHE MADE IT! :(
Had laughters and eberyting xD
And then, we laughed at random things
And my OI! seems funny to her.
Okay it's ridiculous
Okay I'm embarrased already :(
Hee, it was a wonderful, wonderful night..
Okay dawn.. -.-
And then we decided to sleep at 4.00am
Which delayed delayed delayed till
4.30am
Yay!
We slept..
She dreamt about me
But she can't remember it..
Hmph!!
Kay, the enjoyement of that night you conferm cant feel one..
Cause it's a utmost beautiful feeling can ever be felt ;D
Kay I got bad with words too dear...
I Love You Baby, it's a strong word
Not just word, it's a strong feeling I have for you
:)
Teeedeedeedeedeeedeedee A Wim Bam Bam Bawayyyyyyyy
Awim bawe Awim bawe Awim bawe
xD
No Happy Ending..
Monday, June 1, 2009 at 10:34 PM
Hey...
Was listening to Mika - Happy Ending.
Loving the lyrics.
:)
I'm just deeply hurt now..
I did smth and it's wrong, when I do the other it's wrong too..
Yeah, whatever I do is wrong.
Whatever they do is right..
It doesn't matter what I feel.
It matters the most how they feel.
So right now, I'm not goin to fight for what's right
Just goin to surrender the war.
You guys won over me.
I'm just goin to keep all the pain inside me.
I'm living my life for you guys
Living my life for everyone
Not myself..
Was listening to Mika - Happy Ending.
Loving the lyrics.
:)
I'm just deeply hurt now..
I did smth and it's wrong, when I do the other it's wrong too..
Yeah, whatever I do is wrong.
Whatever they do is right..
It doesn't matter what I feel.
It matters the most how they feel.
So right now, I'm not goin to fight for what's right
Just goin to surrender the war.
You guys won over me.
I'm just goin to keep all the pain inside me.
I'm living my life for you guys
Living my life for everyone
Not myself..
This Is The Hardest Story,
That I've Ever Told,
No Hope No Love No Glory,
Happy Ending's Gone Forever More.
That I've Ever Told,
No Hope No Love No Glory,
Happy Ending's Gone Forever More.
Baretta - The GazettE
Friday, May 29, 2009 at 9:47 PM
Well, GazettE always have something to do with my life
Well, here's a song that I've heard 1 hour ago
The GazettE - Baretta
Well, here's a song that I've heard 1 hour ago
The GazettE - Baretta
"The sunflowers which get wet in the rain are wishing for the next two persons
like to watch over ... the coming day on which they bloom with a gentle face is waiting"
You are looking in the the puddles and you're floating in them even now I feel myself beside you
but while passing you, the hand which scolded you hurts even now
you showed me the silence which goes along with you
It cannot be called happiness, because the revolving lantern [kaleidoscope] will surely not made to forget the stillness of that day
if you get close to this voice which is heard you're just completely confused of the desire
Melting little by little, you remember that day which I wished could be reflected again
I wished that you don't go
The rain and the goodbye at the end of this May are the same as they were that day
and they wet and shake the the second time of a reunion
and then everything becomes a dream and probably laughs at me
I feel the touching fingertips the sorrows of tomorrow don't become words
only the thing that is more in my heart as to embrace each other is that the truth of us both is what’s vanishing
only a little was this everyday like a dream calmly passed your last words by
I wished that you won't forget me
The sky after the rain at the beginning of this June is the same as it was that day
the second separation was informed by the sun
and then everything became a dream and laughed at me it was a miserable dream
You left me behind, I stared at the Baretta and I live today
Well, what touched me the most is
I wished that you don't go
The rain and the goodbye at the end of this May are the same as they were that day
and they wet and shake the the second time of a reunion
and then everything becomes a dream and probably laughs at me
Haiz...
The Gazette, The Gazette..
Please stop making me cry for your songs.
Please? :D
Long Post I Suppose..
Monday, May 25, 2009 at 11:42 PM
Whoa whoa, 1st time blogging since what 2 months??
Kay kay!
Crappy things first, serious shit later...
Well, I've been gaze-searching (means searching for some GazettE song lah!)
I found this two performance (Decomposition Beauty, Meaningless Art That People Showed) and one performance (Repeated Countless Error)
RCE - Sugar Pain (Explicit lyrics)
boku wa mada nani mo shiranai� juu go do me no Black cherry
kajitsu wo yurasu no wa magure mo nai anata no SILHOUETTE
muteikou na boku mo itsuka wa� anata de nureru Black cherry
motomeru no wa aijou ja naku� yoko de nemuru yoku to my mother
prohibited education.
Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
or the sexual desire?
[I don't know the method of the tie to you
excluding this act]
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
nemurenu hodo no itami wo nido to anata wo wasurenu you
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
shitasaki de nandomo anata ga kureta kono karada wo
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
aishiau yori mo risei chigireru hodo anata wo kanjitai
TRANSLATION:
I don't know anything yet, my fifteenth black cherry
It's not a fluke that your silhouette wets my fruit.
Prohibited education.
Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)
Unresisting, I will someday be drenched in you, black cherry
What I want isn't love, it's the desire that sleeps beside me and my mother.
Prohibited education.
Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)
Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
Give me pain until I cannot sleep, so I'll never forget you again
Prohibited education.
Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)
Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
Over and over, touch this body you gave me with the tip of your tongue
Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
More than just loving you, I want to feel you in a way that shreds my reason.
Well, pervy song huh? Haha, that's why I love it babe..
Decomposition Beauty
Got this song called Go To Hell..
Go search on youtube, it's all the performance that matters..
Especially the grind!! Yummy...
One sad song, Bathroom..
About a mother who committed suicide in the bathroom..
This is what it sounded like translated.
Why can't I sleep? I was fascinated by the silence.
It is empty to talk to myself in a damp room again.
Why can't I sleep? Because I saw you.
You look down at the wet floor. Leaning the head while sleeping.
I just didn't have any feelings for the uninteresting reality.
I adoringly looked at you without saying a word and even forgetting to blink.
I want to fall asleep, just feeling the fear of awaking.
I want to forget everything. It is selfish nonsense.
I call your name. I go mad with the silence.
I shouted while holding your thin shoulder, it was too frail with warmth.
I was fascinated by the uninteresting reality.
I fount out that it even was meaningless that I had been borne not to cry.
The voice at my back kept on.
The reason was not important.
Only you look so sad in front of me.
I hate myself so much because I couldn't do anything for you.
I tell to you, who gave me my name. Can you be beside me as it is.
Yeh, for me you are the first and last 'mother'.
I softly lined you with deep red color on the white wall.
I came close, the still warm cheek. I just smiled calmly.
A big teardrop was filled with you. And I felt we could become one.
The time when the eyelids close and the warmth is gone, I am beside you.
Ouchies...
Sad sad...
Hey..
Here comes the serious part...
I wan write something for my babe...
:D
Well baby, I'll be gone without my phone for about 2-3 days..
I'll miss you, indeed I will...
I'll feel loneliness throughout my nights...
Forcing myself to sleep..
Eek!!!
I hope I can go thru this nights without you on the phone...
Sighs..
Love you babe..
Miss me...
Hee, listen to the song Thunder will you..
You asked for the rain...
There, the rain came!
HMPH!!
Heee, that should wrap it up..
Till err, God knows..
Byebye!!
Kay kay!
Crappy things first, serious shit later...
Well, I've been gaze-searching (means searching for some GazettE song lah!)
I found this two performance (Decomposition Beauty, Meaningless Art That People Showed) and one performance (Repeated Countless Error)
RCE - Sugar Pain (Explicit lyrics)
boku wa mada nani mo shiranai� juu go do me no Black cherry
kajitsu wo yurasu no wa magure mo nai anata no SILHOUETTE
muteikou na boku mo itsuka wa� anata de nureru Black cherry
motomeru no wa aijou ja naku� yoko de nemuru yoku to my mother
prohibited education.
Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
or the sexual desire?
[I don't know the method of the tie to you
excluding this act]
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
nemurenu hodo no itami wo nido to anata wo wasurenu you
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
shitasaki de nandomo anata ga kureta kono karada wo
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
aishiau yori mo risei chigireru hodo anata wo kanjitai
TRANSLATION:
I don't know anything yet, my fifteenth black cherry
It's not a fluke that your silhouette wets my fruit.
Prohibited education.
Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)
Unresisting, I will someday be drenched in you, black cherry
What I want isn't love, it's the desire that sleeps beside me and my mother.
Prohibited education.
Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)
Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
Give me pain until I cannot sleep, so I'll never forget you again
Prohibited education.
Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)
Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
Over and over, touch this body you gave me with the tip of your tongue
Sugar pain... please sweet sugar pain, mother
More than just loving you, I want to feel you in a way that shreds my reason.
Well, pervy song huh? Haha, that's why I love it babe..
Decomposition Beauty
Got this song called Go To Hell..
Go search on youtube, it's all the performance that matters..
Especially the grind!! Yummy...
One sad song, Bathroom..
About a mother who committed suicide in the bathroom..
This is what it sounded like translated.
Why can't I sleep? I was fascinated by the silence.
It is empty to talk to myself in a damp room again.
Why can't I sleep? Because I saw you.
You look down at the wet floor. Leaning the head while sleeping.
I just didn't have any feelings for the uninteresting reality.
I adoringly looked at you without saying a word and even forgetting to blink.
I want to fall asleep, just feeling the fear of awaking.
I want to forget everything. It is selfish nonsense.
I call your name. I go mad with the silence.
I shouted while holding your thin shoulder, it was too frail with warmth.
I was fascinated by the uninteresting reality.
I fount out that it even was meaningless that I had been borne not to cry.
The voice at my back kept on.
The reason was not important.
Only you look so sad in front of me.
I hate myself so much because I couldn't do anything for you.
I tell to you, who gave me my name. Can you be beside me as it is.
Yeh, for me you are the first and last 'mother'.
I softly lined you with deep red color on the white wall.
I came close, the still warm cheek. I just smiled calmly.
A big teardrop was filled with you. And I felt we could become one.
The time when the eyelids close and the warmth is gone, I am beside you.
Ouchies...
Sad sad...
Hey..
Here comes the serious part...
I wan write something for my babe...
:D
Well baby, I'll be gone without my phone for about 2-3 days..
I'll miss you, indeed I will...
I'll feel loneliness throughout my nights...
Forcing myself to sleep..
Eek!!!
I hope I can go thru this nights without you on the phone...
Sighs..
Love you babe..
Miss me...
Hee, listen to the song Thunder will you..
You asked for the rain...
There, the rain came!
HMPH!!
Heee, that should wrap it up..
Till err, God knows..
Byebye!!
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